Stupid me!
I am well aware I have my "weird" and not so pleasant side. It looks like one of my negative traits is going overboard to please others (or the others). A lot of times I "ignore" myself or people who are close to me just to please other people. I try to find all kinds of excuses, such as "I owe him for this" or "I am hoping you would be able to understand I have to do this."
In the end, they don't understand (or better yet: agree with) it, and the others don't really appreciate it. So I'm fucked on both sides. One party is pissed at me, others don't understand the sacrifice, or even worse, take advantage of me... is that great or what?
Why the hell am I trying to be nice?
In the end, they don't understand (or better yet: agree with) it, and the others don't really appreciate it. So I'm fucked on both sides. One party is pissed at me, others don't understand the sacrifice, or even worse, take advantage of me... is that great or what?
Why the hell am I trying to be nice?
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BySounds like you really need a hug...I am sure WR can @$$ist you...
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Maybe you should get your priorities straight, and not ignore the people close to you, including yourself?
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